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she’s exactly like you or you’re exactly like her.

those eyes
those lips
those hands
hair
nose
mouth
everything the same.  

I can’t escape the irrational fear of falling back into the continuous loop of unexplainable despair. I would come home and collapse onto the bathroom floor, melting into the cold linoleum, I would just let it all sink in. Let the chemicals stream through my blood, suffocating my thoughts. I would just lay there and melt because I had no other purpose. Soft beats pulsing and penetrating my pores, pounding against the ground, shaking my bones to the very core. The tips of my fingers tingled as if bugs squirmed between them. The sensation was short but effective and I slip into a comatose state of no worth, no purpose, no use, no escape. 


untitled by o_lie on Flickr.

untitled by o_lie on Flickr.

Chinesas by daniloz on Flickr.

Chinesas by daniloz on Flickr.